Dreaming away......

2010-01-04T23:47:00.000-08:00

oh CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP..Nowadays,i feel like everything is doom for me and like i have no correct/successful path to follow to..Its like once i failed a single time,i would have this feeling like everything would fail from then on.i dont have the enough motivation to motivate myself on wat and how am i going to do every task given so as to achieve wat i ought to have.NEEDA FIND MYSELF BACK>i wanna lead a life of freedom where i can just do anything freely.i also wanna find the life back where i can be so cheerful everyday and laughing all the way.i DONT wanna ever be stucked in a small point where i cant get any further.ME of LITTLE FAITH MAN....i dont believe that i cant go any further.For with all things are possible through CHRIST who strengthen us!i am and will always wanna be a man of FULL LEVEL FAITH.From all this obstacles that i have face or is going to face,i would wanna tell myself that God will bring me through all things.To be honest,i am scared,i am fearful i feel like crying sometimes where i cant find a way out of the problems or obstacles faced.But i gotta and ought to be STRONG.As a prayer warrior of E492,i gotta pray much more then the members and i gotta stick close to the lord for he has and always have many thing lined up for me.Heavenly father,i bow before your throne.Give us this day our daily bread lord,for you are our provider and also our healer.Heal every sickness and hurts in our body today father.For by your strips,we are healed.REMEMBER us lord as you called us by name,we will serve you wholeheartedly and faithfully.As i pray to you now god,hear our prayer,hear our cry...Fther,enver leave me but guide me lord.i need your guidance and instructions to live on to fulfill your will.for its not ours but your will be done.God give us directions and faith,which will initially lead us to the route of success.But father,i believe even if you helped us but we dont take the initiative to put in our efforts,i konw i'll get no where but stepping further back to where the starting point was.So fatehr i wanna lift my whole life into your loving hands that watever i do,you'll teach me and mould be to a better and successful person God.AMEN.

2010-01-01T18:34:00.000-08:00

Alright man!it's like finally...the first post of 2010.WOOHOO i bet this year is gonna be a better year and exciting year ahead then 2009!And surely enough,already during countdown,i can really feel the excitement feeling the air of 2010 and that all the moments i had in 2009,i'll have to just let it all be bygones:Dcos new memories are gonna be stored up this year.hahah breakthroughs,trails.miricales,success,problems are sure to be faced this year.hahah but i'm ready for all that man.To all my friends,cell group members and those who know and are close to me,hahah GEAR yourself up ad be ready to encounter many new and challenging things this year yeah?:DAnd to by beloved cell group,lets really enter this year,strong and firm.Without any shaky hearts,serve your heavenly father faithfully and wholeheartedly.For all things are new in christ.Create a greater bondings between one another too!Also,use every single breathing second of your life to impact people and to reach out for souls.Find the purpose in your life.Ask HIM for your calling,for God does not put you into this world for nothing.Obey and turst in him and as a person who have encountered his miracle,blessings and breakthroughs,i can GARANTEE you that as you serve him faithfully,he'll always be there for you and provide you an escape way out of your problems.thats the reason why we call him the jehovah jireh our provider.Even if you're unfaithful and has commited sin,but you repent and cleanse yourself with all that,he'll still be there for you to help and guide you for you are his sons and daughters.He wouldnt wanna just leave you in the lurch yeah?HAHAH so have a wonderful year ahead guys and,God bless you all!

2009-10-08T23:07:00.000-07:00

Oh man.Am really sick now.Oh God take away the sickness from me.i really want to feel your love and grace.HElp me through every problem i have.I believe that each day,1 Hour of continous prayer is not enough for me to hear wat you want me to do.But everyday of my life,i cant live without prayer.Oh God..........The power of PRAYER.

2009-09-30T02:44:00.000-07:00

Posting again.HAHAH..Anyway,felt quite confident in scoring my maths now.Cos yesterday miss Yeo had given me a crash course for maths.WOOOHOOOO thanks miss yeo.HAHAHA she even said that next time i have any questions,can just go and find her and she'll give me tuition for free.YEAH miss yeo you ROCK.Starting to do my art exam soon if not i'll fail man.HAHHA anyway a little info about my serving at Children's churchXDhahaha meet some new friends there and its like only for opne day,we are fellowshipping alreadyXDhahahah thats cool man.OK nothing much to say anymore.Going to study.Bye guysXD(picture at the side are the friends i've meetXD)

2009-09-28T01:31:00.000-07:00

Oh man...Had a hard time trying to overcome myself man.Oh God,show me your ways and let me learn from it.I really need a breakthrough now.I know that in the bible,whatever temptations that you have set for us,you have already knew that we would overcome it.Let it be today and now god!I dont wanna ever live in the dark anymore.Take me out my Saviour and King.Pour down blessings and breakthrough from heaven and when i recieved it,God you'll share the joy with me.Also,let me have a time of praises and cries every night with you.I dont wanna just say it,i wanna do it.For anything is possible through God who strengthens me.Let tears flow down me as i pray and also to let out all that i have to say to you Lord.Guide me...I know that i can do greater things and impact the lost..I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW!!!Let me have that vision Lord,that i'll bring in souls for you and speak the gospel to the people.BREAKTHROUGH!Oh my MERCIFUL and UNRESERVED and UNSHAKENED GOD!Lastly,i wannna really thank God for my results man..HAHAHA felt that a breakthrough is gonna come..Feel great after this postingXDHEAVES be OPEN!!

2009-09-26T23:05:00.000-07:00

YEAH.Posting again LOL.HAHAH going to get some shiny black bermuda later with leonard at bugis..Woah this is like the very first time i'm like gonna get a new pair of pants.How pathetic i am man.Anyway,had served at the children's church yesterday and had meet some new friends although the whole event made me super tired.anyway had a new friend called 'KAYA BUN" lol i know thats lame cos i had given this person this name cos its like after the whole event,there were kinda lots of boxes of kaya bun left and i was then asked to carry it all to the front of the church entrance.Then,as i was carrying it with this person,actual name is *chloe,seems to like had eaten quite a number of kaya buns already and so i just called her kaya bun without any reason behindXDhaha i know i'm lamee...HAHA going out soon....To be Continued.....haha

2009-09-20T22:12:00.001-07:00

HAHAHHA hey guys..Back again.Wow had my common test results back i think few weeks ado,cant really remember it.Passed 6 and failed 2.To the others,they would have thought that its badXDBut for me,i'm like happy till the sky's falling hahaha.Had some improvements althought its a liitle only.Still proud of myself.LOl..Had kinda felt quite Low lately cos of some unhappy things and saddness lol.But then,happy things are meant to be remembered and saddness are meant to be gone forever.HAHA it rimes.Thanks brandon man..thanks for like talking sense into me and also encouraged me when i seeked help from you.HAHAHHA.Needa seek help from God instead.He'll no matter wat help me through man.AMEN.Well,dont know wat to add one hahahha.Nedda start studying alittle harder if i wanna pass my Maths.I hate this subject man...But cant help it,needa pass it to get up to sec 3 in a better class.Oh man..oh if any of you who knows how to give maths tuition,please give me a call if you're able to save me in this subject..HAHAHHAAH ok i sure am LAME.Okay gonna study soon with leonard and kaixian..Yeap,See yeah;)HAHA random picture on top.LOL thats me and leonard.

2009-09-15T01:07:00.000-07:00

heyehey..Finally able to post again.LOl Anyway,had to really study for my upcoming exams man.But then here's a problem man.I just cant study.LOL God help me man.I'm seriously in deep sufferings.Cos its like i cant really have my regular quiet time and all that.Draw me closer again God.oOh another thing.Thanks brandon for like posting something that at themean time i need.HAHAHHA.Its about commitment man.I find it that i am not there yet.To the standard that i am commited enough to anyother things beside the cell.Cos its,like i am currently having parental objections and that it would be hard for me to go out and things like that..Gosh,god just take me out and hold me tight.I dont wanna be out there alone.Its you and me.Matt 6:33...Maake that DECISION weikang.its all up to you in your hand and God's hands..Keep on the oath where it leads you to the right place man.......okay thats all needa study already..TTOOOODDDOOOLLLLLSSSSS

2009-08-31T03:24:00.000-07:00

Alright....finally got to post (AGAIN)after a very long ice age time...lol!!okok where do i start..erm..ok just went back from playing basketball and is extremely tired man.had my maths and science common test today.Totally screwed up my maths test today man..oh my,would'nt wanna see my results then.AAAAAAAARRRRRRHGGG.Nevermind about that.HAHAH.Okay deciding to go study tomorrow but just cant seem to find a perfect spot to study.Oh crap.Last saturday was also actually mu Baptism weekend.But it just turn out to be a *NO* from my parents in the last minutes.So jealous to see Shawn being baptised instead of beind baptised together,The next coming baptism week is on NOVEMBER!!!!Must really persist on to ask my parents to allow me to go...Pray hard man...Okay thats all.have to study.SEE YEAHXD

2009-07-09T00:39:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA just posting again....Had a very tired day today.And the previous few days,had training all the way.WWWOOOAAAhhh,next week is already the start of the nationlas for my basketball.Had to really train hard man..My heart is feeling heavy for the pasrt few days too.Have to pray and lean on God more.HAHAHA okay that all for now..SEEEYAP....XDXDXD

2009-07-05T02:07:00.000-07:00

oh so relaxed day.....Finally one day off...but next week is the so called*week of to die..HAHAH cos nect week i will be having trainig n like from monday-thursday..having gym and training..It'll be very tired man.Did not when service today because dad didnt allowed..ARH,i cant possible let this go on forever man..Oh God,help me out!!!!Oh went to study just now at the macdonalds too...Oh my,ive really got to avail myself to my cell...if not i'll have lesser time with them and i wouldnt know quite much of how the cell is doing.Gotta work harder to keep the cell going man..Okay,----THE END----

2009-07-04T01:03:00.000-07:00

Went to Brandon's house to stay yesterday..was quite fun HAHAHA.luckily he did not molested me.LOL.went to meet the cell at 6 then we took the mrt to clarke quay,riverwalk to have our morning prayer meeting..Its quite powerful man...Then after which,went back to school to have my training..so Tired....H1N1,very sacarstic in the increasingly number of cases...nedda pray for this....AAAAHHHHH gonna play basketball soon...SEEYA

2009-06-24T04:58:00.001-07:00

so BORED...just came back from my training so i have nothing to do so i've decided to blogXD.Cant wait till tomorrow man...SOS---Song of the Solomon.Okay thats all...SEEYA.

2009-06-23T18:50:00.000-07:00

WOW yeasterday when to East coast to ride and blade...So tiring.Its like my legs wanna burst already..HAHHA!!But yeah,had alot of fun with my cell there...And we whent to the bedok jetty...Quite a number of people fishing there and like when i look down to see if there's any fishe,i saw like a whole bunch of fishes swimming along the shallow water and like it looks quite fun to fish...So,i had decided to go fishing this sunday..HAHAHA dont know why but its just suddenly but hope that i dont go home empty-handed XD.But here's a problem,i dont have a (fishing rod)*&%&%&*%$##$%$...Crap.Hope to get one of those things soon.Oh last thing,i saw RUI EN at the East coast park.And that william keep on saying he wants to take a photo with her but in the end,he cant find a camera.HAHAHA.okay thats all see ya.

2009-06-22T18:49:00.000-07:00

Howdy....had CITYhunt last week and my team won...WOOOAAAHHHHH!!Won some movie tickets,so HAPPY LOL.....anyway had alot of fun then and have sweated alot tooo hahha....Today,we're going to East Coast park for CASUAL fellowship XD...today better no rain man...hate it when it rains......Anyway,here are some pictures we have taken during Cityhunt.....

2009-06-17T18:35:00.000-07:00

WOW....E492 Rocks......yeah todays CITYHUNT man....Its gonna be exciting and interesting....Hope today that it doesnt rain cos we are gonna WILD...HAHAHAHA okay will blog more in futuer hahah see ya.... CLARKE QUAY here i come.....

2009-06-05T20:51:00.000-07:00

Hey guys.....i know it has been long since me (LAST) post...HAHAH...anyway,when through quite alot of things man,yeah its all fun and interesting...anyway alittle bit about this early year.In the EAST zone,my school DUNMAN secondary had emerged as EAST zone champion in basketball..And yeah...now waiting for the nationals to come as its like just around the corner...Another thing,FAITH csmp coming man.......WWWWWWWWOOOOOHHHOOOO...cant wait to experience it yeah...One last thing...yeasterday,went for service after coming back from my school's basketball camp...and one the way back at night,i fell asleep and when i woke up,i found myself at HOUGANG which i was suppose to drop at bedok area...At first i dont even know where i am until i saw a sign board saying that its HOUGANG AVENUE 3..Cos its like the day before.i splet at morning 4am after playing catching in the school......OK vthats all...will try to post everyday,,,,,SEEYA ALL

2008-12-20T17:56:00.000-08:00

heys guys from E456,i have been surfing on the red sports and i just came across this message/picture that,wei iang has beeen selected in the addidas draft to the red team =] WOW!!! GRATS MAN....
Tan Wei Xiang of Jurong West Secondary with coaches Joe So (left) and Foo Kwang Hock. 3 ©

2008-12-05T21:35:00.000-08:00

HEYS ALL>>>>>Am now at malaysia now =] miss E456 man!!!!!! missed all the fun this few days...really hope to get back real soon..................see YA =]

2008-11-25T17:34:00.001-08:00

HEYS EVERYONE =] BACK ON A LONG JOURNEY =] DID NOT POST QUITE MUCH FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS...ANYWAY,THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY,JUST GOT BACK FROM TAIPEI=]THE PLANE DAMN FUN WHEN GOING TO TAKE FLIGHT AND GETTING DOWN =]THE WEATHER THERE IS ALSO QUITE COLD!!!THEN WE WHEN TO TAIPEI 101,GOLD MINE MOUNTIAN,SEASIDE AND SOME SORT OF TEMPLE..ABOUT THE SEASIDE,THERE IS LIKE THIS STALL WHICH SELLS LIKE SHELLS WHICH COULD BE EATEN,THERE SAYS QUITE HOT,HOT,VERY HOT THEN SPICY...I DID NOT KNOW WHICH WAS IT COS LIKE I DID NOT REALLY SEE THE LABELS THEN I I FIND IT QUITE INTERESTING THEN I ASK IF I CAN TAKE JUST ONE AND TRY....THEN THE LADY SAYS OKAY...THEN I TOOK ONE WHICH IS SPICY AND I DID NOT KNOW,,,SO I ASKED MY TOURGUIDE HOW TO EAT IT...IS IT TO BITE THE WHOLE THING ????!!!!HE SAYS NO,SUCK IT!OK THEN I SUCKED IT THEN I WAS LIKE AHHHHHHH VERY HOT,...BUT TASTY THEN I WANTED TO BUY A CUP FOR MYSELF..BUT IT COS LIKE ONE CUP FOR 50 TWN DOLLAR...THEN MY TOURGUIDE SAYS THAT HE WILL PAY FOR US TO EAT...THEN ITS LIKKE I WAS REALLY TOUCH...THANK HIM VERY MUCH!!!!!!THEN EVERYONE WAS LIKE ADDICTED TO THE THING AH KEEP SUCKING....THEN BACK TO THE HOTEL,PLAY PLAY PLAY.....=]

2008-11-05T19:34:00.000-08:00

HEY ALL +}yeasterday had a game with TAGAWA which is a club in case any of yiou guys dont know=] HAD it a tough match man..........And i think the score is like 30+ to 60+......very tiring then.......ANW,today going to E! HUb to play hahahz cos its like i really have nothing better to do at home........AND ALSO,i thibnk about 1 more week,i will be going off to TAIPEI....BUT WILL MISS MY CELL GROUP E456 then...AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH TALK TO YOU GUYS SOON =]

JESUS LOVES US =]

2008-11-03T21:05:00.000-08:00

ME A FAST DIGGER =]
pirates.........

HEY ALL,didnt post for quite a long time again =] SORRY.ANYWAY, i think a week ago,when to sentosa and had lots of FUN man!!!! THEN ITS LIKE TWO OF MY CG MEMBERS WENT TO PLAY SOCCER WITH THE CAPTIAN PALAWAN! its awsome!!!!THen WE ALSO HAD SOME GAMES AND FORFIETS TOO.THATB WHY SOME OF THE GUYS ARE BEING BURIED =] here are the pictures...ENJOY.

2008-10-24T18:50:00.001-07:00

HEY all....sorry for that i took a very long long time to post =] COS its like i have training for almost the whole week =]HAHAHZ anyway,HOLIDAYS is HERE!I think like about a few weeks i will be going on a trip to TAIPEI with my team =] 80% sub =] AND also my result is like..........CANT expect that i pass only by 1% XP. like APPOINT 1000,i got like only 500.1.But at least i got improve lah =] like starting of the year when i first came in to dunman,i got all `U's.hahahz nevermind about that now.next week is packed man....i have like trainings and friendly in the schools like DEYI and SENGKANG =] ALL the best from you to0 me then =] ok gotta prepare.talk to you guys real soon

JESUS LOVES EVERYONE =]

2008-10-01T23:23:00.000-07:00

HEYS all =] just had my 1st paper today then juzt come back very tired=]then tomorrow is HISTORY! Can wait for the E.O.Y to finish as fast as it could like wind cos i wanna have FREEDOM =] hahahz okay,FULL STOP,gonna play basketball,BYE ALL

JESUS LOVES VERY ONE THAT LOVES HIM =]

2008-09-27T21:19:00.000-07:00

Hey all =]hahaz,anyways,on saturday,ihad a wonderful service will my cell group =]Pastor KONG's preaching is so powerful =]and in the morning ,me,wei long and arron,when to help out at the children church and WOW!thats fun...the three of us had became the mascots for the day =]Starting we were like so excited about it as i was the first to be called to do the mascotting cos i was like the smallest there=P And so,we putted on the costume and its like so funny..I was the bumble bee,WEI LONG,the dinosaur and ARRON,the big bunny=]we try switching the head of every costume and we took quite alot of pictures...=]We were also kenna beaten by alot of kids ah....SAD but its FUN after all =] GuangXiang also naughty ah =] call me go scare the kids and some of them when i walked past and wanted to wave,they cried =] hahaz ARRON's*little brother* was hit buy a boy with a water bottle...HAHAHAHAHAHA=]Here are the photos,have FUN AND ENJOY....=]=]=]

To Guang Xiang!

2008-09-26T08:46:00.001-07:00

This is my friend GUANG XIANG and i love him beri beri muchs.

by xb.

Jesus love this guy!

2008-09-13T19:09:00.000-07:00

heys all,sorry that i did not really post any at all cos it's like i'am kinda busy with school works and many others...hope you guys don't mind=] Anyways,this few weeks did happen lots of things then...and yesterday,i juzt collected my report book*parents meeting* and wow,i was like so lucky as my form teacher did not really say much about my class progress...but actually,he don't really have anything to say lah..=]hahaz and aslo,yesterday's service was SO SO GOODY!!!! WE had alots of fun and aslo,we had our(family picture)*church* hahaz hope to attend all saturday service then.....see you guys......

JESUS LOVES THIS GUY AND ALL E456 =]

2008-08-02T19:41:00.001-07:00

HEYSSSSSS!!!sorry that for the past few weeks,i did not post anything at all=]Anw,my team,has got in to the nationals and has won Haw Chong & Cathilic High!!!!!And nest tuesday,we are having our last match in the 1st round against Woodlands Ring.....hahahz i am all prepared...Although they are kinda tall but,who cares ???Just fight till he end and all of us would know the results....so do come and support us at the singapore basketball centre beside geylang swimming complex at 2pm live!!!!SO,see u there........ And also,this is my TEAM!!!

JESUS OF COS LOVE THIS GUY>>>ALOT

2008-07-19T04:17:00.000-07:00

YOYOYO!sorry to say that i'am back from a very very long holiday..=]Anw,my team is on the way to the finals...WOW!We fought and fought and fought and now,we have a result there.I am real happy cos we did really work hard for today we have so,its good,its good...ok got to go prepare for monday...Do join us and watch the match at ANGLICAN HIGH at 2pm..SEE U THEERE!!!!!!!!!!

JESUS LOVES THIS GUY AND EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-24T03:36:00.000-07:00

OOOPS sorry,last few days never post...Anw,i juz had my e-zone tournament today...WOW!we were against Bedok North today...and Ouch!i guy stretch out his leg and i fell down..wat thee???Then now very pain..But then,i will recover soon and be back on the lane...HAHAZ...Ok got to go again..see yap...

THERE IT GOES AGAIN,JESUS LOVES ME!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-19T17:50:00.000-07:00

Hahaz back again...Anw,tdy got up from bed then sian diao liao...Cos cant use my phone....nvm lah take it as i dnt have a phone..Now,Today another match against either catholic high,yuying or RI..wa..Scary..But then i will still keep on playing lah no matter wat lor then when sch reopen the 2nd day then start the E-zone lor..haiz..very sian leh this year cos got so many good schools ahead of us lor...Anw,if any of u guys wants to contact my phone,plz dont cos my phone cant use and i dnt know why...OK lah thats all for today have to prepare for match le..SEE you guys..Bye

JESUS loves me!!!!!!!!

2008-06-18T17:27:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo!back again from a wonderful morning..Anw,we lost to unity & anglican high..ARH!!!!!!!!but nvm lah,we still have the East-zone to fight..the starting week of the school days,we would be fighting against bedok north..YEAH!!i want to kun them lots of points =]But i not so cruel de lah juz win them can le....wa school holidays going over le then *gan pua*sain lor...must study,study and study..But at least got smth to do lah if not very bored..wa ps leh ytd never post..cos too much things to do le....Hahaz i this week met with smth very wa...cant believe de thing...cant tell u!wana know,go find out urselves...hahaz gtg see u guys... ~TAKECARE~

JESUS REALLY LOVE THIS GUY!!!!!

2008-06-16T00:13:00.000-07:00

Hahaz,Hello...Back again from a very tiring day.Anw,today i had my T-Net match with East View..Wow,it was Mad i tell you...Actually,we were leading by quite a few points when suddenly,my opponent siao de..Chiaong all the way for last quarter then we *almost*lost to them..Wa them scary de lor...Then tomoro,we going to Fight Against either Anglican or Unity....I really hope that tml,God is really on my side lor but i know he will de(Amen).Sian...Blog haven ok yet.I think i am kinda gonna get Crazy over it..But then,its fun finding time to get the best BlogSkins,The Tagbox and many more...ok,have to get so rest talk to you guys next time...See Ya =]

2008-06-15T00:00:00.000-07:00

hahaz,yoyoyo!back again.As usual,juz came home from shopping but,with my MOM!I dnt really like it lah.But,i still get to buy my own things if not,i will be sick of going out.Anw,tml,i will be having my match with East View..Wow!And if we Win,my whole team would be playing against Anglican High!!and Unity..That makes me sick alright.Haix,sian lah cant go out....Nvm lah next week can la..THen i can go my Church Service again..YEAH!!!!!!!OK thats all for now,i have more next time,TATA*********

2008-06-12T23:50:00.000-07:00

hahahz,lolx.today created blog liao after a long,long time.bt then,cant find the perfect skins and songs for it..SIAN!anyway,u wanna know smth?junkai's blog......EEEEEEEEEEE!he no taste de lor.like old grandma..anw,lets not talk abt him......

JESUS LOVE ME!!!!!!!!!! (: